im yuri and i live in a dream world. im a dear lover of the uncomfortable, awkward, stilted, and uncanny. this site is to compile all that i love in the world and blend in alongside it as something just as uncomfortable awkward stilted and uncanny :) ive been blogging and compiling for years now, and i hope you enjoy what ive found and what i adore.

as long as ive used the internet, ive aspired to cultivate myself; my image, into something exciting and beautiful. ive been shaped by my time here, allowed it to mold me instead of me molding myself. and i dont think this is wrong for me, but i hope this site can serve as a way to grow into something much more honest, more perverted, more uncomfortable for the people around me. i see the beauty in that kind of aspiration, in the way the web and everything on it can shape me same as it would if i had experienced it in real life. i want you here with me, let me show you who i am and who i can be and let me see the same of you （。々°）i love you and the terrible people we can be together.



i wont let you down, youre my friend.

whats happening and what is it
currently watching couple of mirrors
currently listening japanese shoegaze
currently feeling ( ´ཀ` )
craving chicken cutlet and fried rice

some of my interests


what you can find here

look at this video i made -)

these are some amateur "sample" videos i found while browsing 2000s jav sites on internet archive. i edited the 1st video slightly to remove the advertising extremities, but its not too long anyways :) i think these are so neat, im surprised the download link even still works after 20 years. i wonder what these women are doing now. these are obviously nsfw, but oddly i dont find them especially "pornographic", i think the length really takes away from that; unless youre the kind of person who can get off to a looping gif or something lol